I like to view at my life, from outside as if I am watching a movie. Like a different person. Sometimes I feel I am sleeping on my bed in some other planet , satellite , asteroid, comet or even a meteorite and having a long long dream. I may wake up any moment and see that it is only a dream.
I want my dreams to be sweet and beautiful. I hate it when my sweet dreams turn into the worst night mares.
When I look from up here I can see myself moving around on earth caught up in lots and lots of thought bubbles , People I care about bustling around with their chores in different cubicles . I get scared at the vividness of the sight and stop concentrating.
Sometime in my life I have learned not to get much attached to anything. That is the best way to keep yourself away from being hurt. A part of me can love every one wholeheartedly and with the solemnness of a child. A part of me can enjoy every little thing, can rock n roll . And at the same time there is a part which is inert to every thing around me.
I will think about it tomorrow. After all tomorrow is another day !